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feeling so sick n lifeless now.hungry like mad but zero appetite.everyting turns me off.i tink i mite puke if i ate.wads dis?is dis unhappiness?is dis depression?is dis self inflicted torment n pain?my eyes are too tired frm crying.im too tired from hiding.im too sick of living.im too sick of watching.look dere de sun goes dwn again.i have lived by another day.i have stood by watching pain.seep right thru into my veins.its clogged my brain.clogged my tots.i dont need a better ting.i’ll settle for less.but even less.where has it gone?shall i wander alone?shall i stuff food dwn my throat?shall i leap dwn into the hole of hell.hell.is it worse den it is here?wad more is dere to lose?me?i have already lost u.i have already lost me.so.wad am i waiting for?am i waiting for fear?or am i waiting to lose u for good?am i waiting for pain to settle through.lets it sink to my heart.let it break everyting apart.is dat what i am waiting for?mayb i am.today.and every other day.
x listenin to : pete yorn
