rainy sunshine
had a so-so dae todae larx.had presentation fer dat shitty CSA proj though.LOL.jux glad its ova.smeting happened.made me a lil pissed.but i gt ova it.i alw have to jux gt ova tingx ya.saw her in biz park again todae.mel said she ‘deng’ me but honestly.i cant be bothered.no pt bein pissed off or wad.reasons being :
1) so wad if i do gt pissed off n confront her?
2) she may be bitchy, slutty, loose.wadeva.
3) so childish to make a fuss out of it.
4) i SO do not want to talk to her.
i do tink she is pretti though.not very.but still pretti.and very photogenic.
wow.im so guud at consoling myself.i mux be craziee.anw.todae outside e bookshop, guess whu we found?

we (mii, felii, felfel, mel, yen), found joshie emo-in outside e cafe.LOL.alone.
my guess : hes probably pissed off/upset about huishi.
my advice : get over it.shes fugly.n she has frog eyes.LOL.we knew u guys wldnt last anw. (:
hahaa.u mux tink im evil fer bein sarcastic n mean to the lovebirds or 1R03, or izit 1R04?i dont careee.LOL.but i mux sae.we saw it cmin.n huishi is SO a bitch.see us nv sae HI.sae wad?lan jiao.LOL.she can go eat shitt in the gutter.
okie.im a demented and mentally unsound kid.zzZ.
anw.everyone gt pretti excited abt e formal wear tingie.firx time ma.so ended up takin pix.LOL.






only god knows why im so fugly.
excessive narcissism.but deres more pics ahead.LOL.
hee heex. ((:




okie.dats it.LOL.
aft sch went to mt up wif darx.haben seen him much lately.cos hes workin. ): so went to find him.den ate nice spaghetti.or mayb it jux tasted super nice cos i was damn hungry.LOL.ate almost nth e whole dae except fer a slice of pandan cake.LOL.den toktok.n chatted wif him. (:
wow.how long has it been since we like sat dwn nicenice n jux talk abt stuff.it was nice.LOL.i know larx.i sound like we have nv had a conv with each other before.LOL.im not sure oso.but it felt nice to see him n tok to him. (: hee heex.okie.move on.den darx send me hme.and i went online.i helped fel to do her blog!!im so nice.cant stand it.LOL.i shall show u e banner i made fer her.i tink its a tad too messy. ): i like messy brushes.cant hlp it. ;p

eu can see a slightly larger version of her coo-coo faces at her blog.LOL.
felii see liaox ask mii to do one fer her too. -.-”
craziee pple.i shd start chargin fees.hee heex. (:
i shall post felii’s banner once im done wif it.LOL.i shd make one fer myself too eh.hmm..
*felii told me dat my blog seems rather sad.does it?she alw feels sad aft readin my entries. ):
sry felii.i emo kid.cant hlp being so pessimistic.u shower more love on mii and i’ll be one step closer to being a sunshine gurl.LOL.but i doubt i’ll eva be a SUNSHINE GURL.
SUNSHINE GURL and CAROLINE = no link.
enuff crappin.LOL.
x listenin to : jay
shittiness. ):
okie.im bloggin yet again.i accidentali del my post.and its gone, so i gotta type again.so fun.wHee~
damn it.it feels like i haven seen u in ages.
do you know how awful dat is.
i am appetite-less.
i am freakin tired.
i am sick of dreamweaver.
i am sick of being silent.
i am screamin inside.
i can hear my words.
madness.i nd a spa or sme relaxing de-stress ting. ):
its so dreadful.posting pix.it is a draggy process.
herehere.sme shots frm e past 2 CSA filled daex.
*aft 10,000 years.i still am unable to upload pictures.fuck tinypic.u suck like shit.
imageshack you are no better.pieces of shitt.
photobucket you are lame.bcos you require mi to sign up.im too laziee.
bloody shitheads.
WARNING : dont bother trying imageshack’s new DRAG & DROP image tingie.its super duper laggy!!cheat my feelings.iwas actualli reallie excited. ):
i have reverted to using blogger to upload my pix.bcos its surprisingly the fastest.bloody hell.
[dae 1]

me.workin real hard to do e CSA proj!!

..while fel worked hard to tear my room apart.
[mosiac craze]




dont ask me wth we were doin.LOL.
[3 idiots]




[dae 2]

i cooked lunch = potato wedges. (:


me and my green eyed monster.she kinda kept me sane.
dats it.shant post e rest of e pix.cos i tink i look real fugly. ):
WHY am i so fugly.haix.
dats e wae i am.
shes pretti wif her lil black flair.
im fugly.wif my messed up hair.
i will only sit while she stares.
she walks out, i clean up the mess.
i dont know why.dont know wen.
dont know how u cld pretend.
i see her now.she shd be gone.
but her presence still lingers on.
i shut my eyes.try not to see.
try not to witness dread within me.
the intense heat swelled in my eyes.
i tell myself i mux not cry.
i mux not succumb to the pain.
i mux live through this heartache.
im sure my gurlx know whu im tokin abt.
dont ask me why it rhymes.it jux does.
working on fri again.6pm-12am.hahaa.bet it’ll be boringg.
catch me online peepx.n pls try to entertain mii.i will be stoning.bloody tired now.
*miracle of e dae : i passed my principles of management with 26.5/40.yayy!! (:*
x listenin to : portishead
work again!!
blogging at my new workplace..sianx.woke up like damn fucking early larx..cos slpt late ytd.ytd was mel’s bdae.but i tink it wasnt reallie a joyous occasion ba.since we din even meet her in de end. ): sadded siahx.haix.den everybody bo mood liaox.anw.uncle gt me a job at PC Bunk.todae was fine larx.on e overall.jux dat im fuckin bored at times.anw.todae was rather messy here cos its MapleSEA’s 1st bdae or smeting.wadeva.LOL.okie.so im here tryin to hlp.n tryin not to die of boredoom.i mean.i tink i haf gt to be e person here wif e lowest enthusiasm wif regards to mapling.zzZ..all e tingx dey tok abt sound half greek to me. -.-” ohh well.wadeva ya.LOL.jux tink abt e money gurl. (: ohh well.i tink tingx will gt betta wen i start workin e normal shifts.alone. (: yayy!!hahaa.okie dokie ehhx.gt sme pix frm todae.3 to be exact.will upload sn wen im at hme.cant do it here.i can maple though.LOL.its been like 10,000 yrs since i mapled but ohh well.LOL.i tink im dyin sn.so tired!! ): hmm.sianx.update ltr wen im hme.tata~ (:
x listenin to : idiots whackin shrooms in a 2D world. (: