drug locket

todae was a day out wif my gurlx.love em to bitx. (: woke up arnd 11am.and NO, i din fall off my bed.LOL.okie.n den was happily gettin ready wen idiotic fel called to sae change timing to 2.45pm at bedok.LOL.wth.im so freakin ahead of time den.cld have rolled arnd in bed more. ): okie den.nvm.since dou prepare halfwae lerx.jiu prepare finish lorx.so was done and ready at 1pm.LOL.ahead by an hr.wad a rare ting.LOL.went out at 2pm den.in slack-ish wear.cos goin fer steamboat aft a movie at plaza sing.so WE agreed to wear slack-ish.met mel n fel at bedok mrt den wth.dey DO NOT look slack-ish at all.LOL.idiots.both gt make up nice nice and wear not bad de.coo-coos.LOL.felt like whackin em lorx. ): nvm.went dwn to plaza den n met up wif felii.collected our tix and went to carrefour to do auntie shoppin.LOL.bought green tea and chips.muahahaax..went up again LOL and bought more snacks.yeap.we are PIGS. (: gt 2 cheesy hotdogs + popcorn + nachos + large drink.guess how much?it was only $4. ((: courtesy of mel.bcos she works dere!!LOL.cool eh?yeap.den went in lorx.watched the omen.i mux say e show wasnt very thrilling.and i was reallie lookin forward to the father stabbing his son.it wld have been nice.but he did not.he did not plunge those nice lil knives into that fugly boi.why?

lesson learned : evil triumphs over good.

LOL.okie.aft movie head dwn to marina bay to mt up wif yen fer STEAMBOAT!!darx called me while i was at e MRT.e was goin fer work liaox.e call cheered me up lotx.it was a short n swt 2mins.^^ kkaex.enuff mushing.LOL.met yen den went to eat!!wakaka.i tink i paid $11 to eat veggies.cos i kept eating veggies.LOL.stoopit rite. -.-” den yen was so sweet.kp peelin prawns fer mii. (: i oso guud larx.i cooked sme chicken fer her. (: den ate ice-cream.LOL.i felt damn bloated aft e meal larx.kaoxx.felt like a balloon.LOL.
idiots waitin fer bus no. 400. ((:

pigging out.LOL.

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PART I : ROMANCE

PART II : DECEIT

PART III : SUICIDE

-FIN-
LOL.it was fun.damn fun nite wif my gurlx.fun fun fun.lurve em to bitx.so glad i’ve gt em. (:


my beloved ones. <3

it was a great dae.too badd yen left so sn and numees din cme.. ): but its okie.dere will be more merry times ahead!!yayy!!LOL.anw.mel tinks she mite be able to gt us jobs at GV.i nd $$.ca-ching ca-ching!!.yeap.i dun mind workin wif my gurls.we can all siao togther.LOL.yea~ okie.real tired now.hee heex.and one last ting.my fone is baqq!!yayy!!FINALLY.hahaa.but i’ve fallen in love wif darx fone.dun fl like givin it baqq. ): haix.dunno larx.see hw ba. (:

x listenin to : jackson browne

fer my gurl felicia.

everyone looks upon love as it is in the dramas.where everything is perfect, sweet, beautiful, touching, and ever-lasting.but if smeone doesnt love u in a wae u would em, does mean that they do not love u at all?what exactly is love?the mixed signals that the media has sent us has made us think that love is roses, chocolates and beautiful sunrises and sunsets.if i dont have all that am i not in love?i dont tink i have that yet.am i not in love then?love is such a complex ting.i dont understan it at all.love can be an easy ting.and an extremely tedious matter.bcos everyone’s outlook on love is different.

everyone who loves will cme to a point when they will feel hurt.if they dont.then mayb they are not in love.aft all.we are two diff pple.in sme way.we will disagree.and we will have our differences.but it is when we decide to face those differences are we in love.it does take two hands to clap.and it hurts the most when you know that the opp party is not givin as much.or is not willing to give as much.it is extremely heart-wrenching and depressing.hahaa.i understan.but dont worrie gurl.tingx will work out in the end.if tingx dont work out.and we all give up.then we know its not love.or mayb.its jux not the right time yet.

i give willingly.i must sae.and it may seem like im a fool.i cant sae im doin it because of love.bcos seriously.i dont know wad love is.is there a definition fer love?can anyone reallie define that simple word in all it complexity?not only love btwn a couple.but love frm family.and fwenx.i have no idea.but i know to me.love is all around.you jux gotta open ur heart to it.smetimes we look.but we do not see.even giving the last piece of chicken on my dish to my loved one is a sign of love.is it not?to care for smeone more then urself.to me.dats wad love is.it is not dramatic.it is not hard.it is jux an action, a simple gesture.but it is the thought that goes into it.the affection.

many nights i have spent crying to slp.staring into the darkness and banging my head against the wall.many times i’ve screamed.threw tings and banged my fist till it bruised.its those times that i wonder.whats this fucking pain inside me?whats this achin feelin.it felt like my chest was caving in.i cldnt speak.my tears jux kept falling.no matter how much i cried the pain still resided within.no matter how much i banged my head the pain within wldnt budge.was that love?was that intense ache love?if i didnt love the person.wld i be in such pain?i dont know.but i have felt much pain.and smetimes it hurts so bad.does it mean that the more it hurts.the more u love a person?i dont know.but it is possible.

aft typin this much.my minds a blur.thoughts racing in my head.i am all ready to cry again.hahaa.i tink mayb i typed too much crap in the last 15 min.i cant rmb a ting.i guess all im tryin to say is..

life may be harsh.but it still goes on in the end.treasure dose whu care.cos we all need smeone to depend on smetimes.

lovin my gurl felicia.do cheer up k.we all gt each other.