drug locket

okayy..i’ve decided to remove the cobwebs hanging arnd here.LOL.and pls dont ask me wy im awake at this god forsaken hour.zzZ.thx to a very adorable daddy who woke this light sleeper out. ):

sad eh.im sick and i cant get baq to slp.i feel so warm dat wen i pull e sheets over im like a volcano bubbling.but if i dont cover im freezing. ): awwWww.i tink i nd to see the doc.cough fever and runny nose.sux eh.BOO. ):

alot has happened my loveliees shd all be aware.and my appetite has been dipping up and dwn, i’ve been havin serious insomnia fer days and im alw loitering out to kp my mind of tings.that explains the sickness i guess.last nite i teared again.pls dont ask me to explain the sadness that is wavering over my heart.im sick of this.stressed up and squeezed till my last bit dry.my heart cannt hold this much.i tink i nd time to reclaim it.

x listenin to : john mayer

gravity seemed to love tugging me as i stumbled in.i fell and the tears start streaming.the chaos rumbling within and the vacuous thoughts in my head seemed to be screaming.i think im starting to break from within.but it doesnt matter as long as nobody sees it.i can cry as long as nobody sees it.i can still be grey as long as nobody feels it.that way i am still happy.

remembering september 11 the tragedy.i’ve gt a tragedy of my own.god will punish me for all my spurting and my mindless deeds.im blabbering such rubbish without much thought bcos my mind is empty.its a total blank i cant seem to think.except for what cmes up nxt.and that is it.will the body stop functioning once the heart does.i think dere is smewhat a connection.i dont tink im functioning well now.lets hope it rains.the rain always makes me feel betta.now i am truly independent.i will not die.i have no courage to kill myself.so i shall live.in any state i see fit.

okie..i know you cant reallie see it.but tis suppose to be a monkey wif the baby on top.our first sighting upon entering!! (:

educate yourselves.LOL.a TAPIR among the bushes. ^^ BABIRUSA SKULL. (:

babirusas are so cute la.LOL.

eEks.so nua.LOL.but isnt it pretty?? (:

did you know dat??oOooo.. ^^

it could feed me fer a week!!LOL.fat FAT fat fishie~

hungry hungry hippo lazing in the pond..LOL.OKAYY!!there are too many pictures and almost all are of animals i probably cant even name now!!LOL.and since blogger is laggy i have decided to jux leave dose pictures fer my personal viewing and jux upload certain few dat are spastic in nature n more significant. (:im a fan of mangosteen!!especially GIANT ones!!weet~

ahhHHH~ PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!the ZOO didnt wanna let sadako in.such mean pple. ):in memory of steve irwin the CROCODILE hunter who was killed by a STINGRAY and commenmorated by TURTLES.wahahahahaaa~ im so morbid.lets not forget about AH MENG alrite?but she does look kinda dead.LOL..

and my favourite was..?the BABOONS with their sexy lil red butts. ^^ but they are camera shy.awWww.so cute. ((:

and what betta wae to end the trip den with B & J’s icecream!!wHooo-hoO~~ i got myself 2 flavours, mint chip + cherry garcia.my fav!! ((: but the ice cream was melting prettie quickly.mux be the heat eh..chomp chomp chomp~~ (:

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

the day started with ishie cmin over to my hse..i tink it was arnd 10+ 11am?LOL.yeap..and she looks so cute la.my lil elf.LOL.okie okie..anw..so she came over..rummage thru my clothes and den went to check out pebbles while i tried to get rdy.LOL.and since she was lookin so girly i decided me in my shorts n my top wasnt goin to compliment her.so i put on a long skirt.yes..LONG skirt n a top to compliment her.

eEks!!carol mux have been out of her mind eh??*

yeap..and so on wednesday carol was lookin girl-ishly decent.LOL.and felii called me i told her abt her she cldnt blive it and insisted dat i took full length pictures fer her to luff at.so here are the few miserly pix frm wednesday!

keeping you in suspense.LOL..

yaya papaya..here here..the skirt was over my knee okie.LOL..weird.

final pic of the dae..yipee..aft dat went wokin arnd wif ishie and we got ourselves earrings..hee.now i’ve gt a white feather earring too.hee.i love it..loitered arnd until 4+ 5pm den went to work.wHee~~

Thursday, September 07, 2006

hahaaa..woke up earlier to meet my gurlies..woke up in the morn to a grey cloud which made me pretti emo.gt rdy but was late and reached dhoby ghaut waiting fer numees.decided to head to pcbunk to look fer darling lihyee to cheer me up.haha..ended up playin a few rounds of audition and lihyee n angelic gt me candy to cheer me up!!awWww..such sweeties. (: yeap..aft dat numees came n lihyee n her skk brought us to paradis center cos we din noe hw to gt dere.LOL. reached dere n woOtx..started singin..so fun la..we were all barefooted and standing on the couch.LOL.aft dat had our K lunch..not bad la..i like the egg.LOL.

wadeva’s left of my K lunch..LOL..i was hungry la. ):

me and felFEL dear.. (:

me and felii dear. ^^

where is numees?too bz singin.LOL.aft dat we went off to wing tai or wad to see stuff.dere were topshop tops fer sale but dere wasnt any in my size!!the smallest size available i tink was 10 or 12.zzZ.ended up gettin a basic top and a white top frm fox.reallie cheap deals dere.thx to numees dear. (: okie la.i gtg work now.shall update again.LOL.tatas~

x listenin to : bashing sounds of a 2D world. ):

HOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~
went to east coast todae wif my gurlies..weEtx. (:
LOL.crawled out of bed early got rdy n headed dwn to tiong to mt yen.hee.i was actualli on time okay!!but turns out felii + fel + numees decided to be 30mins late.zzZzz.sianx.dose stoopit gurls.

tsktsk*

LOL.okayy..so i was dere wif yen chattin abt the senior pple club outing taking place b4 us.LOL.we are so mean to make fun of old folks.wahahahaa. (:

me and yen..all fresh and rdy!! (:

me and felii. ^^

okie..aft dat we all headed out..went to breadtalk and gt myself a fire floss bun fer breakkie and fel gt a naan or sumting.LOL.quite nice.hee.den we took 16 to east coast. (: reached east coast in abt 30mins and went to gt our gear..woOtx.actualli wanted to rollerblade de.but it was so fucking expensive!! $10 fer firx hr and $7 fer subsequent hrs.

waddebloodyfuckingghell*

suck my blood and i’ll bleed out dry la.geex.so ex.so we switched to bikes instead.BUDGET. ^^ LOL.wadd..we are poor pricks la.hee.so all five of us gt indiv bikes n biked off!!i was lagging at e back wif yen..LOL..while the two felicias chiong-ed ahead..numees was prettie fast too.paiseh.im very unfit okie?

zzZzzzZZzzz*

LOL.okie..aft biking awhile we all buay tahan oso.cos weatehr was a killer.LOL.ended up stopping at sme food center to gt sme drinks.hee. (: me + fel + numees gt coconuts!!hee..long time since i ate/drank coconut..woOt~

c-o-c-o-n-u-t!!

the coconuts that bloated us. ):

extra extra EXTRA!! drink sugarcane and lime juice.

tsktsk*

okie.aft that we were off!!weet..LOL.went to cycle summore..arnd and arnd and went to the bedok jetty.hee.such a nice view and quite windy too.hee.jux a tot though..

why is a jetty in east coast called BEDOK jetty?*

okie.aft dat bcos of the scorching sun we decided not to cont roasting ourselves and decided to take a rest bside the jetty and fel + felii + numees went to plae in the water.eEks.me n yen decided to stay dry n cleaner.LOL.i dont like the open water. ):

see the 3 spastic idiots.LOL.

okie.aft dat went to clean up at sme nearby toilet and then cont to cycle arnd east coast.and i came upon a castle so nice eh.and apparently dere was smeting goin on called..’every grain of sand matters’ or smeting liddat.not too sure wad it was.but the pple slaving over dere under sun looked prettie worn out and pathetic.LOL.poor freaks. (:

the poor souls..

the reallie pretti castle. (:

okie..so aft luffin at dose poor souls fer awhile we set off and cycled arnd fer a lil while more, making pitstops at 7-11 fer drinks and stuff b4 returning to the bike rental place..i tink we cycled fer more den 3hrs!!omfg.im super unfit la.can you imagine how horrible dat is?zzZ..okie.so off we were aft washing up at mac..and on the bus 16 towards our next destination!!

on the bus on the bus on the bus~~ (:

so we got off at dhoby ghaut mrt, too bad yen cldnt join us.she went hem fer dinner.awWw..yeap.so i dropped by pcbunk since we were dere n said hi to e peepx dere.but my darling wasnt dere!!

BOOOO~~*

okie lor.asked angelic and she said my darling was out wif bossie to gt supplies fer e shop.sobx.eEee.den called her n chatted awhile b4 headin off to marina bay!! (:

stinking up e bloody train. (:

okie..so reached marina bay prettie soon n had to run fer e bus!!ahhHH..so bo yi tai can.yeap..den aft dat reached e steamboat place..bus was packed wif hungry peepx. (: sorrie din take any pix of steamboating exp cos i was too hungry.LOL.saw sme rmt pple dere oso..dunno is class 02 03 or 04 la.LOL.i nv kp track oso.hahaa.okie..yeap..aft steamboat we decided to go sit dwn at mrt area n toktok cos it was rainin n dere was litenin. ):

waiting fer the bus..love my gurlies. (:

me and felFEL darling.

cooling dwn at marina bay mrt.. ^^

coocoo face!! ^^

numees’s tanlines.LOL.

hahaa.aft stoning dere fer awhile we decided to head hme.it was a reallie fun dae wif my gurlies.love em to bits. (:

hazy group pic.LOL.lousy photography.eEks.

we are all shagged out.but we had fun.hee.*

x listenin to : nanquanmama

wow..im so fucking tired now..aching all over.it mux be bcos ytd i carried newspapers, magazines, chairs, cartons of drinks and ran all over the place.LOL.free workout eh.woOtx.anw..ytd was the official launch of audition.yayy!!yeap.and dere were performances by mi lu bing and teresa tseng.in case you dont know whu dey are, they are the winners of superband and campus superstar. ^^ okie.herehere sme graphics to aid you. (:

mi lu bing. (:

teresa tseng. (:

okie..so the event started at 10am and i was dere at 8am to hlp out n stuff.packed e goodie bags wif the asiasoft staff and den hlped set up e place.and there were so many kiasu pple alr waiting outside pcbunk arnd 8.30am!!omfg.so kiasu!!event atsrta at 10am leh..LOL.ohh well.enthusiastic pple.hee.anw.aft dat the event started..pple lined up against e glass walls and filed in..hee.den dey played sme games and there was a dance session by the illers.i took videos of the performance but dey were deleted!!!ahhHHHH~~ wtf man..im pissed.alrite la..zzZ..and my videos of teresa’s performance were also deleted..fcuk it. – . – “” okie..so i’ll jux post the picture i haf. ):

teresa performing. (:

cming up..an overload of mi lu bing.took em fer felii.she loves em doesnt she? (:

they came..

..and they performed..

hee hee.actualli took sme videos of their performance but i haf no idea how to put onto the blog..LOL.okayy la.i shall go figure out sn..LOL.yeap..event ended arnd 2+ and cleaned up fer a lil while.hee had loads of fun workin wif my darling lihyee.LOL.we went mad.i tink we were too tired..giving out goodie bags wif extremely lame reasons and playin the tokyo drift song.LOL.it was fun but i was so exhausted la.eEks.worked frm 8am – 12am!!!wtf.LOL.okie la..aft workw ent to mac wif bossie lihyee and her skk.LOL.okie..im off.work was fun. (:

we love pcbunk. (:

x listenin to : icycoal playlist.