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dont people find life mundane?isnt almost 80% of events in a day predictable?yes we can sae dey differ now and then.but..what aim do we have?why do we even try so hard sumtimes to live? ):
why do we even bother abt loving others.when ‘others’ may never reciprocate or ‘others’ will change.mayb similar but yet different in a way.nth fls like what it used to be.cause the world is revolving.and the days are weeping away.people grow.uncontrollably.and we can onli stand by and watch.
am i losing interest in life?yes.everytings different though its the same.time passes quickly but with no meaning.no passion.no INTEREST.none at all..why is that so?is there someting seriously wrong with me?how is it that i show no excitement.no fulfillment..
haha.losing interest in audi.things have changed.surroundings have changed.atitudes have changed.my mind is but a blank sheet.and my body an empty vessel.bored.how very boring is living..
lalalalaaaa~
okayy..im here again after 10,000 years..hahaha.okie.onli 18 days.but dont you find life just oh so boringg?gt work ltr.and i so dont fl like working.BUT NO $$. *sobx*
yayy.i captured cloudie~~shes on my bed sleeping now.wHeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
muahahahahahaa….
hee hee.i’ve gt new stitchies to add to my collection.yayy..now i’ve onli gt a mere 12. ):
more MORE more~~ ^^
ohh yess..btw.my phone was stolen..BOOO~~~~~~~ it was stolen so i lost all my contacts.but i’ve gt my hp no back up.so darlings kindly leave me ur name n contacts okie? (:
okayyy~~im going to rest more now.muahaahaa.tata~
milk coffee please.
hello.
today i sat for the principles of retail management mid semester exam.and i must admit.the questions were truly predictable.i was able to understan the requirements of the questions but was unable to successfully provide an adequate answer because, sadly, i fell asleep during revision the prev night.i opened my textbk solely with the intention of mastering the topics given.alas, upon opening the textbk, i fell into deep slumber only to be awaken the following morning a few hours prior to the examination.it was well done & good game.what a wonderful 25mins i spent in there scribbling random thoughts and dazing off occasionally.school is really oh so boring.
yes.im done crapping.haha.
and guess what.today morning i decided to be a joker n walk arnd with one black and one purple eye. (: cant blame me.my contacts are just seriously screwed.haha.so i resorted to wearing one permanent and one disposable contact.ohh well.i was already concealing the awkward feature to the best of my ability.however i guess a purple eye is just far too noticeable. (: and yes.i did look rather demonic.like a vampire.added fact that im quite fair made it worse.ohh well.whats done is done.at least my vision was much clearer~! (:
NEWS ALERT~!! i’ve gt two hammies now.and they are called coffee n milk.initially they were named senababy n shuoobaby.but.hmm..it felt pretty weird to me.what if shuoobaby died.i would be real sad. ): ohh well.so i changed it to coffee n milk.wahaa.coffee is darker n milk is well..fairer~! DUH!! ._. yeah.n dey will be put in baby’s hse because mimi doesnt want pets here.pebbles was alr a major exception.*sigh* ohh well.at least i gt em.^^ n dey were so mini n so light wen i carried em in my hands.n most importantly~dey didnt bite me at all~!! (:
dont you wish we were hamsters?haa.
mai otome. (:
i almost forgot about it.
my mai otome figurines. (:
haruka~!
nina~!!
nao~!!
erstin~!
akane~!
..last but nt least arika~!
i still prefer mai hime though.hmm.mai otome a lil draggy. ._. ohh well.i wish sergei n arika gt tgt in mai otome zwei.hee.tata~
bloody bored.
you know.sometimes humans really amuse me.
haha.
so im bored stiff.everytime i look at those words, those chapters in the textbk.i get so turned off.seriously how can anybody even read that?hmm.amazing if i can even last 30mins in the exam hall.bored.if i have to read the text over again im sure i’ll turn into stone.i just realised i always get very easily annoyed.because seriously.the world is just too boring n screwed.it pains me just to exist here.im wondering when it will be the time for me to pass on.i wonder why.
why do humans crave to be humans?
religions speak of reincarnation n rebirth.why do we hope to be reborn again as humans?humanity is destructive.we claim to be masters of this world n yet we are slaves to ourselves.we are all controlled by our emotions, our desires, and our never-ending crave for freedom n release.seriously, dont you think we wld be better off as someting less complex?
i’d rather not be human n suffer the pain n grief of humanity.n the death that slowly seeps into my system.everyday is a step towards the end.im bored.exams are such a bore.zzZ..
x listenin to : snow patrol - chasing cars
