drug locket

up early in the morn.BUT still late as usual..now in bunk rotting with switchfoot playing.been a long while since i’ve heard switchfoot, weezer..even matchbook romance.wow.fls like time flies so very fast.haha.im 18 dis yr~dats reallie fast yeah..n yet i wished i was still 8.when everything in this world wasnt so complex, hurting and ugly.

feeling numb all over again..but i guess im better off dis way.jux felt like mayb i was better off alone fer nw.not is probably not the time i dive right in again.i guess it could be because my heart was never here to begin with.because someone broke it pretty badly.LOL~~ (drama)

lastly, im sorry.but i guess i jux cant love yet.forgive me.