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finally it hit me..i understan the sudden desire for these things called TOYS.it started last yr.i started developing a craving for TOYS.these inanimate things that gave me comfort and made me happy.why exactly did i crave them?i never was a fan of such things.it wasnt exactly a hobby tailored for my personality.and yet i felt such an attraction.i felt a need for them.lots of them in fact..
now i understand why i wanted them.lots of them close to me..when im alone at home.when i feel detached from the world.TOYS do not judge me..they do not disappoint me..they do not hurt me..they do not leave me..they would always be mine for as long as i keep.does sound a lil pathetic and feeble..to cower in the face of pain & hurt..and to bury my heart and tears in them.but who else could i trust me to except for them?who else would be able to handle me without hurting.without worrying and without judging.
okay.im just being emo again.
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been studying at starbucks..with my dear rabbit.but i usually get bored really soon.and start going into a daze..thinking abt stuff..see..i made a paper crane from starbuck’s serviettes. 
the baked rice was bigger than my face?! zzZ! i only ate 1/3 of it.and i felt like a xmas turkey. zzz.. after that we had a walk around and talked a lil here and dere.i miss her so much. (:
after a lil while..i realised me and ish had smething in common..
LOL? my mirror and her HP accessorie. hahaa..cute eh? hmm..doesnt it remind u of the china and spore girl students ish?? LOL~!! okayy..inside joke.*er-hem*
my darling girl and the shithole of ice cream. 
for my dearest..my poor imitation of a polaroid. LOL~
x listenin to : death cab for cutie..again & again….
