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woke up, washed up, changed and got out of the hse.in my blackcurrent tee.LOL..went to bunk to kp my honey company and be free labour frm 1pm+ - 6pm!! ._.” okayy..aft that we contemplated watching a movie.but ended up didnt and decided to just take a walk arnd orchard..and the dumbo made me walk from dhoby to orchard. ):
i got so tired.
finally we reached the bloody heeren.zz.then went into the shops.honey bought a ‘LITTLE MISS LATE’ top from queen’s couture. ^^ suitable for u la. 
and me..i got a black tee from flash and splash.whee~ YES..black suits me.cos im so emo.zz.after that honey and me went to NYDC for dinner! ^^
my manhattan meatball pasta!! ^^
honey’s baked rice with meatballs, salami and ham?
honey drink drink drink!!
honey eat eat eat!!
whats left of spaghetti, baked rice and iced fruity elephanccino! 
we are so FULL! ):
so off we went to cineleisure to walk off the giant meal. ^^ walked arnd.and i spotted grey sneaks in the shoe shop leftfoot. only $59.90.should i get it? me and honey both got cute tees with the messages ‘WEDNESDAY’ and ‘I CAN’T PARK FOR NUTS’. adorable!then i went to hula & co. and got a rolling stones top too.i like new clothes..aft that it was arnd 10+ so me and honey headed to the train station to gt hme. crapped on the ride hme.i love my honey. fun day. ^^
you may have been caught up in your family matters.i understand that.and i respect that too.what i cannot comprehend is how you chucked me aside as thought i was a seperate part of your life that needed to be shelved for other matters.you may have felt that i pressured you to account to me.but what i merely expected was some respect.you said i wouldnt understand.did you think that i would have unreasonably demanded your time and attention?why, im surprised you think that little of me.if you think im just a spoilt brat who needed your attention.then i guess you are wrong.i only wanted to know what was going on in your life.dont you think i deserve to know?dont people confide in their loved ones?i guess you dont.cause you seem to just shut off.you decided for me that i didnt want to know.i wouldnt understand.if you think that being ignored for 12 days is easy.you can jolly well try it yourself.after accusing me do you realise what your attitude is like?how i have become a convenience?i am but human too, i need care and concern too. maybe i was giving you pressure unknowningly but i dont think i deserved to be blamed.seriously im tired.i dont wanna argue too.but i dont wanna dangle in mid-air either.just be honest if things bug you.no pity card.no evasion.cause seriously, that wont work out for long.
im so sick of this room.
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NB ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME!
all the different names for the same things.
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i seriously need a hug right now.haha.
okay.dont sound so needy but i just feel like im going to burst into tears.i feel like i’ve got so much bottled up right from the start.
nobody understands.nobody knows.but hey, even i dont know why.sometimes people just gotta do things because its the ‘right’ thing to do. thought it hurts its ‘right’, right?
and it drags on.we move on.and now again im sitting here wondering who i could turn to. who can i seek comfort in with no strings attached?
who could i melt into without asking questions?
when i close my eyes.i see you.
who will understand my pain?cause seriously..i dont either.
