drug locket

dont judge me.

Hi, so today i went for psychology class, and we took a quiz on self fulfillment.
i scored 38 points.
Anyway, thats supposed to be bad, ’cause the higher you score represents higher fulfillment in your life.
Apparently, people who score an average of 40 and above are “safe”. It means that they are living in the NOW.
And so, it is inferred that I live too much in the past, such that it is affecting my ability to perform better.
i live in the past.LOL. (cave woman)

Weird. Anyway, today is chicken rice day, ’cause i ate chicken rice twice, though both were unfinished.
Appetite loss, giddiness, tummy upsets and what not.
Sick of living. Anyway, ROYCE champagne choc rocks my socks off.
Today i played djmax 2 for 80mins straight. i completed 1 more mission, and had 4 more max combos.
I would have been jolly swell about it if my butt wasnt so flat from sitting and from sweating.
My hands were also trembling ’cause they were tired from pressing the dumb keys.
i LOVE irene chan’s lectures, ’cause i played the PSP throughout. (:
I finished the dumb test in 5mins.
someone said i have matured.
I’m feeling very random at this moment.
I played pangya again 15mins ago.
i lost to padpod. ):
she had her first albatross.hahaa.
RANDOM.
Im feeling quite tired and lonely right nw.
olivia lied to me.
she said she would be home at 9pm.
it’s currently 9.21pm here.hahaa.
SBS buses have weird smells. Today i went on 2 buses. Bus no. 1 smelled of soap + motor, while bus no. 2 smelled of tofu and banana fritters.HAHAHAHAA.
Was too tired on the way home to play PSP.
Shagged.
Tell me why i am living.

work work work.
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kill me.
and im seriously too tired.
nauseous and just so sick of all thats wearing me dwn.

feel so tired.seriously.i think i’ve just abt had it.

im in love with this song “Indie Rock & Roll” by The Killers.
and im so bored.okay, bye.