drug locket

sitting in the TP com lab.
doing a fucking boring APEL quiz.
makes me wonder what the hell im doing here.
i must be really drained of emotions to be here.
or maybe im just having too much to handle.
work is tiring.wearing me out completely.
had fever 2days back.well who cares.
i’d rather i burn up right there and then.
and not drag on to live this life.
so very low.all the mood flew out the window i think.
well at least theres the killers to listen to.
so wonderful.the killers at 6pm in the TP com lab.
sounds so loser.but i cant be home.
work sucks, school sucks, life sucks.
i like the hours spent talking.
i like the feeling of doing nothing.
i miss the hours of what doesnt exist.
but it doesnt exist does it?
hahahaaa.i dont exist.