drug locket

i just feel so tired.and it isnt just about being physically worn out it also applies to the emotional and mental aspects.have you ever just felt so drained.you cant even feel yourself crying.when everything you look at just seems so fucked up.so used up and so wasted.you told yourself that nth can enter the grey room.but still smehw they crawled through the windows.they invaded my mind.they tore it apart and left the room shredded.and all thats left is me cleaning up the mess.and suddenly i wake up and the sun’s gone.i cant see anything within my grey room.my sanctuary.its all used up now.so whats there left for me?