drug locket

these days i’ve been stuck in a loop.
my mind has been so noisy, too filled with static.
cant find the mood for anything & everything.
why does it feel as though people keep cramming thoughts into my head?
feels as though my attention’s constantly diverted, shifted then forgotten.
dont get the insults, accusations, questions.
people just dont get that their smart remarks are just hurting.
it feels as though a mask has settled over me.
im stuck in a state.
i no longer have the will to concentrate, to process, to do anything.

cant remember. cant live.
every day is just another moment.
another one till finally comes.