got back from the Bintan Lagoon Resort.
awesome trip which left me in a massive amount of pain.
i have no idea how im going to travel around the next few days.
i walk like a retard and upper body movements are killing me.
oh and i’ve got bruises on my face. what the hell.
i’m disfigured. dont mock me.
so heres some of the 200 pictures from the trip.lol
I will be in Bintan in like 12hours. so yeah.
A weekend getaway from everything, with my loved ones.
pictures from wednesday
got to sleep at about 6am, got up at 8.15am or so.
horribly worn out. vodka is a silent killer.
hotcakes & sausage and a cappucino.
struggled with my Burberry, i took a cab home.
got back, showered and felt much better.
it sure feels good to be back home.
wednesday felt like a dream.
it felt as though things came through.
i think all the liquor put a rush to my head
& broke all the barriers that held my emotions in.
i remember, yet i wonder what difference it made.
if i could, i would relive that moment again.
when i felt so vulnerable & yet so honest with myself.
sounding so silly like a child.
being unbothered by everyone else who was insignificant.
i guess that was how it felt as i recall.
maybe thats why its called ‘letting loose’,
cause you become unrestrained and bare.
but its scary when you’re broken down
cause you’ll never know who will be there to protect you.
well, its one day at a time.
but you’re still close.
on a lighter note, some pictures from last week.
pictures from wednesday up soon.
okay intended to upload more photos from that night.
but it loads shit slow. so im lazy.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
18th on the 18th quick!
got to school 30mins late for the lecture, funny lecture it was. got to work. the 7hours seemed to past by so quickly. i was a coolie thanks to kenneth. supper at plaza by the park. lol a stroll to the esplanade then cabbed home. its great to spend time with duhling again. 
the 29th was spent with numees. i was travelling around like a fucking retard cause my legs were hurting so bad. guess why. LOL sex and the city followed by saycheezecake. the movie was awesomeeeeeeee man. im catching it again tmr with liv 
there were couple of scenes where i teared. breakfast/dinner at saycheezecake was so-so. half the time i was nauseous. the other half i was sleepy. lol had 2 slices of cakes for dessert, baileys and durian cheesecake. must admit i strongly prefer the baileys though halfway through the two tastes were so strong they overpowered each other and i couldnt really taste them individually anymore. lol the burger numees had was nice though. bus & train back after.
28th was Jess’s birthday countdown celebration. dinner then zouk with many others, including a merlion, a petite doll, a bitch, a yogee, a ‘rainie yang’ and a gay-er. of course there were the boyfriends and people whom i was introduced to but cant seem to remember their names. LOL so yeah. mambo at zouk cause phuture had reached max quota. nonetheless fun as hell. they made me take shots. cheapthrills. i jumped around in heels for 3hours. i think i would have died if i wasnt so high. we all sang out loudly to backstreet boys because the dim lights and highness reassured us nobody would find out. i ended up with bruises on my arms and legs cause cannot balance very well in heels when im high okay.
pictures. im lazy.
cant wait for the 18th with the 18th.
more pictures when Jess lets me have them.
