drug locket

Admit it

carol — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:58:52 +0000

People are better without me. Much happier I’m sure.

the funeral

carol — Tue, 28 Dec 2010 03:25:41 +0000

Today is one of those days where all I want to do is crawl into bed, listen to sad songs and cry. Not eat anything and just feel like I’m about to fade away into dust and disappear from the world. Without pain or fear and just let go of anything. Be what I always feel I am; an empty shell in orbit. Float off course into the vacuous infinite darkness and never turn back.

It just feels like one of those days where living itself is death.

christmas!

carol — Mon, 20 Dec 2010 08:49:39 +0000

I’m seriously looking forward to x’mas! Eve with loves watching DVDs, exchaning lame gifts, stuffing ourselves w food..x’mas night spent w family under the tree unwrapping presents sipping alchohol

Awesome fun!

Is it disturbing that I’m thinking of baking even when thats all I’ve been doing the past 3 weeks?

The 2.55

carol — Fri, 17 Dec 2010 18:14:32 +0000

So here’s my attempt at the 2.55 cake..

needs some tuning/adjustments I think..

2.55 ♥

carol — Sun, 05 Dec 2010 16:24:26 +0000

Been reading up a ‘lil about the infamous 2.55 since I’m about to attempt to make a life size cake version of it. Extremely interesting read about how the name and designs came about, Coco’s inspirations and the difference between the versions of the 2.55 bags. It certainly made me more excited about this project I’m embarking on! Looking forward to it, hopefully it’ll turn out well or I’ll be majorly bummed.

Do you know why its called a 2.55?

Fuschia Pink

carol — Sat, 04 Dec 2010 18:50:50 +0000

I baked a cake this week & delivered it today. Huge sigh of relief after that! Here’s what it looked like..

I didnt really feel like it looked the best it could but the customer loved it, which was awesome

Beating like a hammer.

carol — Wed, 03 Nov 2010 17:24:18 +0000

Oh good lord I need to stop listening to Metric over and over and over again.

..and I need to stop dreaming/giggling/smiling to myself like a moron/filling my head with thoughts about London before I even get a job. God knows I need to save a ton of money before I can head off. But I’ll bet its freaking awesome. I would be in heaven (Topshop) and I would be crazy happy and smiling to myself. Yes..yes I can picture that. Totally.

What?

carol — Thu, 28 Oct 2010 09:53:05 +0000

So..the title of this post is really what I’m feeling right nw. Spent the afternoon watching skins AGAIN with a beer. The show never fails to make me laugh/amused.

Got a call on my cell, received an order for a 3 tier cake due December..which is totally cool. Cake orders make me nervous cause I’m really quite a perfectionist sometimes..I may seem like a slob, cause I usually have food crumbs in my hair when I’m eating and my room’s a mess, but I’m almost always never satisfied with my own standard of work (baking).

Anyways the client seems nice..atas but quite friendly. My computer just died on me seconds after I got the call so I can’t research. Laying in bed nw as a result..with dance music blasting in my ears, lights all turned off, the world zoned out. What’s wrong with me?

I don’t understand why I always feel this need to escape and getaway. Don’t even knw what I’m avoiding/running from. Really craving for a..but its not possible. Not now at least.

Halloween’s coming up, its gonna be fun. I have intentions to get high, maybe drunk. Need to forget about living for a minute and just have a laugh. Maybe loads of laughs..at all the ridiculous costumes. Heard from Liv people dress up as tofu and like hot dog buns t get free entry into clubs. That’s just sick! It’ll just be crazy t witness that sight.

I can’t wait.

the 21st wishlist

carol — Mon, 27 Sep 2010 10:51:44 +0000

1. Woven Tassel Scarf
2. Washed Leather Despatch Bag
3. Leather Buckle Detail Satchel
4. Vintage Bird Print Scarf
5. Fleece Collar PU Biker Jacket
6. Leather Pushlock Satchel Bag

1. Kate Spade Study In Contrast Magazine Tote
2. Kate Spade Plaza Bow Coin Purse
3. Kate Spade Give It A Whirl Small Henrietta
4. Longchamp Planètes Tote Bag
5. Cheap Monday Black Ester Bag

1. Sonia Rykiel Homme – Grey
2. Hugo Boss – Femme
3. Calvin Klein Post Minimal Watch

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Black Heart Suit

carol — Mon, 21 Jun 2010 15:33:10 +0000

me and my new hat spending a day in the sun ♥