drug locket

these days i’ve been stuck in a loop.
my mind has been so noisy, too filled with static.
cant find the mood for anything & everything.
why does it feel as though people keep cramming thoughts into my head?
feels as though my attention’s constantly diverted, shifted then forgotten.
dont get the insults, accusations, questions.
people just dont get that their smart remarks are just hurting.
it feels as though a mask has settled over me.
im stuck in a state.
i no longer have the will to concentrate, to process, to do anything.

cant remember. cant live.
every day is just another moment.
another one till finally comes.

i have just started on retail branding. been in a whole sleepy mood all day. consumed with thoughts and what not. getting real bored of the words and really chomping on those eclipse mints. hopefully i’ll get through the paper well. looking forward to a great 2 weeks break of chalet, zouk and bintan resort.

lets fast forward.

okay intended to upload more photos from that night.
but it loads shit slow. so im lazy.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

18th on the 18th quick!

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